click this doll house for more detail

click this doll house for more detail
Rijksmuseum Amsterdam

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Purpose - an age old question (previous post)

The unknown world of other "selves" and the peculiarity of their subjective consciousness, is of concern to the "I" of the Self, who struggles to understand what it means to live in the current narrative of existence. Changes to the web of societal existence is so rapid that the "I" dwindles to the size of an ant mindlessly carrying on its own function for the good of the survival of the species. However displaced, our existence and our conscious experience has some meaning at least to our own subjective perspectives. We exist not aimlessly in the dark for a new darkness of the next generation, but we exist as beings created for a purpose. It is this "purpose" or telos that drives us consciously or subconsciously to move ourselves for the light of something more.


What is more to the Self can or cannot be the same as the other selves that exist. With this division in purpose comes a great divide in the narratives of our lives. Yet, the narratives converge on a spiritual level to create what may be a "objectivity" of existence. This hypothetical objectivity is quickly dissolved into narratives of  illusion of the current social system. When the bubble burst and the individual "I's" are left to there demise to find the narrative that suits them best, all is left for the Self to pray to a harmonious story of the objective world. It is nothing more than goodness, and simple existence of contentment for the ability to be alive.


How is it that the Self's subjective experiences are congruent with the realm of other subjective beings? Do we not live in our separate worlds blinded by our own world-life-view, without a clue to the existence of the other?  The existence of an "I" so confidently stated in the mind of the Self, is nothing more than a scared-squeak as an existent in the phenomenal realm. How to "bridge" the gap between existence in the noumenal world while conscious of our existence in the material world is the philosophical task of contemplating truth.


The Self is nothing more than a construction of itself, looking to understand how the "I" relate to "others" to create a narrative of how and why we exist. It is a process to find meaning - an age old question.

the bridge between worlds

Is creation of the world an experience that transcends logic?
At once the soul is uplifted into the noumenal world, where phenomena becomes a process-reality for the believer. Isolation is momentarily transcended for a world that seems to point to redemption. However, the Self is by natural law, apart of the extended world as a being with multiple modes. Dependent on the narrative one takes, fruitful realities appear in the day light of lived-life. How else are we to find a bridge between the nouminal world and that of the phenomenal - is it not dialogue?


Darkness looms when one re-enters the phenomenal world without the basis of the ideal world. Chaos of the mind, narratives of delusions, clouds the path to awakened self-authenticity. It becomes the imperative of the will to unify what is divine in the soul with that of the self that is apart of the extended world of materiality. Being, encounters the created world of the Mind as a momentary we.