Purpose - an age old question (previous post)

The unknown world of other "selves" and the peculiarity of their subjective consciousness, is of concern to the "I" of the Self, who struggles to understand what it means to live in the current narrative of existence. Changes to the web of societal existence is so rapid that the "I" dwindles to the size of an ant mindlessly carrying on its own function for the good of the survival of the species. However displaced, our existence and our conscious experience has some meaning at least to our own subjective perspectives. We exist not aimlessly in the dark for a new darkness of the next generation, but we exist as beings created for a purpose. It is this "purpose" or telos that drives us consciously or subconsciously to move ourselves for the light of something more.


What is more to the Self can or cannot be the same as the other selves that exist. With this division in purpose comes a great divide in the narratives of our lives. Yet, the narratives converge on a spiritual level to create what may be a "objectivity" of existence. This hypothetical objectivity is quickly dissolved into narratives of  illusion of the current social system. When the bubble burst and the individual "I's" are left to there demise to find the narrative that suits them best, all is left for the Self to pray to a harmonious story of the objective world. It is nothing more than goodness, and simple existence of contentment for the ability to be alive.


How is it that the Self's subjective experiences are congruent with the realm of other subjective beings? Do we not live in our separate worlds blinded by our own world-life-view, without a clue to the existence of the other?  The existence of an "I" so confidently stated in the mind of the Self, is nothing more than a scared-squeak as an existent in the phenomenal realm. How to "bridge" the gap between existence in the noumenal world while conscious of our existence in the material world is the philosophical task of contemplating truth.


The Self is nothing more than a construction of itself, looking to understand how the "I" relate to "others" to create a narrative of how and why we exist. It is a process to find meaning - an age old question.

the bridge between worlds

Is creation of the world an experience that transcends logic?
At once the soul is uplifted into the noumenal world, where phenomena becomes a process-reality for the believer. Isolation is momentarily transcended for a world that seems to point to redemption. However, the Self is by natural law, apart of the extended world as a being with multiple modes. Dependent on the narrative one takes, fruitful realities appear in the day light of lived-life. How else are we to find a bridge between the nouminal world and that of the phenomenal - is it not dialogue?


Darkness looms when one re-enters the phenomenal world without the basis of the ideal world. Chaos of the mind, narratives of delusions, clouds the path to awakened self-authenticity. It becomes the imperative of the will to unify what is divine in the soul with that of the self that is apart of the extended world of materiality. Being, encounters the created world of the Mind as a momentary we.

Upon meeting

The truth is hard to come by, due to the nature of trust and similarity. How much has been revealed to me in the art of "thought"? I am a dualist in the present, due to the radical nature of the separation between the what is of the material phenomenal world and that represented in the Mind of the believer. It is "light" subsumed by darkness and despair in the night of the world of extension.


Can there not be a path towards a reunion of the formal ideal world and that of the present? Who am I, but an inquisitive soul experiencing the phenomenal with pure subjectivity with multiple modes of being. Self-authenticity becomes the process of the will to power. Is it not the purpose of the self "to move" itself (i.e. to Will itself) to self-authentic Being?

What is Being?

The fuzzy boarders that comes with the youth of the journey, makes the identity of the Self to be an unknown of the future. For on the one hand there exists a majestic life full of meticulous calculations and an imperative to always 'Be', and on the other hand a slave like morality in the material phenomenal world full of simple darkness. How to make the world of "thought" immanent in this world becomes the journey of the Self, willing itself to "Being." Yet, I have not explained what "Being" is... Is it not creation of everything, the coming to know the All in perfect rhythm with the beauty of lived life.


This process makes the self look upon the aesthetics of life to improve upon the Will to live more virtuously in pure wisdom of the traditions of "philosophy."


Is this not the Process to being?

Eternal Process

I don't know when the self can return. The Self  on a eternal journey home to a place beyond what revelation and the material phenomenal world can say in the present. The Will held down by the darkness of the cave... is it not an eternal process to make it back to the divine - that is our original self in light. Light emerges in the world as the soul is uplifted into a realm unknown. Only the future will tell... the truth to the Self's ever present choice.

(past post)

How do we begin to express in language our experience of Being. The obliteration of all boundaries of self with nature in which we are left in total awe of existing – a process of self actualization in its most pristine state unworthy of a mortal’s “words.” We are left to ponder and contemplate the unfathomable experience of consciousness on such a subtle beatific vision, where everything infinite makes sense in perfect harmony while in unison with pure confusion of what any and all of Being and existing truly entails.

Art is an expression of the different modes of being in the infinite particularities of finite beings in a futile attempt to transcend the experience of autonomy in one’s own realization of self-isolation. The artist reveals his art as pure expression for an abstract telos, where to interpret and appreciate the art is to redeem the essence of the artist in his being-extended in the form of creation. Art abstractly defined then, is all expression in the form of appreciating and communicating the experience of existing...

past, present and future

Past memories, illusive to the present, helps construct the narrative of the self traversing through the river of life. To enjoy the company of the other, or the journey through foreign lands, it is a process of growth beginning with the Will-to-persist and the experience of both the world of the mind and the world of extention. The unknown future coming ever so close, a change taking place in the soul of the philosopher.